ghosts

"...how does someone love you when you don't even love yourself?"

            I don't know what to do with my life

            I don't know what to do with my hands

            I don't know what to do with myself

            I don't know what to do with my hair

            I can't figure out who I am

            I can't figure out my sexuality

            I can't figure out my face shape

            I can't figure out what to major in

            why doesn't he love me

            why doesn't alcohol freeze

            why doesn't the moon rotate

            why doesn't my hydrangea bloom

            how come I can't sleep

            how come I can't download apps

            how come I don't dream

            how come I can't get high

            what if this is all a dream

            what if this is all there is

            what if this is all just a dream

            what if this is all a simulation

            when will I see you again

            when will I ovulate

            when will I die

            when will I be loved